Any clues? I have none! I'm lost! I take everything personally! I don't know how to not take things personally! I wonder if some of it is the Pisces sign...ha ha ha. Okay, so I don't really think that, but it's interesting that a Pisces downfall is their sensitivity! Ha ha ha!
So, this past year I choreographed 3 shows at the same time. This was not fun! I was stressed out and to be honest, I didn't even want to do one of the shows...I was talked into by a friend. So, it was stressful! One of the companies I have said no too, and it will be no for a long time. Another place I said no to, was great, but it was a bit crazy with the schedule. So, I have said no to all shows after Winter Break! Except for one. I hadn't said no, but I had not been asked back yet. Which wasn't surprising, since this past year I wasn't officially asked until the fall. So, I was thinking alright, I have cleared my schedule! I will be able to be at more rehearsals and help out more.
But...
Today I got an email letting me know they went with someone else. They wanted someone else who could be at rehearsal earlier than 4:15pm. And unfortunately that was the earliest that I could arrive because of my full time job. Plus, the school is far, so me getting out at 3:45 does not help! And the email said she wanted someone who can be their earlier. Which makes sense. Plus, I do not know what next year brings! I know that now, I can relax a little more next year! Doing 5-6 shows a year is nutty!
And the more I think about it, the more I think not doing anything will be great! I will have 2 shows in the fall, possibly working on the ballet, taking some classes for the Masters program, the Christmas program, and my sister is getting married! And who knows, maybe I will be pregnant as well. So, I might not want to do anything anyway!
Okay, I feel better! Sometimes just writing things out makes me feel better!
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